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ok so i haven't been talking 4 a while? so... anyway actually there's been a lot that's happened in the past 3 months... new years, christmas, birthdays, fights. yeah ive pretty much seen it all. anyway, my birthday is 209 days away from today. big woop huh? new years was fun. we spent it at dina's house. ya, she got a new house. im not emo anymore. but little things like that don't seem very important anymore. i know they're REALLY important but these days ive just seemed to be hopeful...

one day my mom was talking to my dad on the phone... my mom was balling her eyes out for some reason. i kind of overheard wat she was saying... she said almost exactly that she misses him and wants to get back together. yeah, i doubt that will ever happen. but for some reason i just felt hopeful. ever since then ive been praying almost every night that some miracle will happen that when my dad comes back that he will be back with mom in no time. fat chance. but still hopeful i guess. ive felt a certain peace since that day. for what reason, you ask? i don't know why. just keep hope with me that they will one day get back together.

in other days, my mom has found a new bf. told you it was a fat chance...:( but anyway, ever since ive talked to my dad about everything he said, he was going to be a better papa (the name i call him instead of dad). i believed him because he doesn't lie about those kind of things. yea like one day i was going to get a brand new quad. oh well, but i felt a lot better when i talked to him that day. i love all of my family and i hope the best for them as well as myself. not as much myself tho. ive had a band concert too. i play the flute as i may not have mentioned in any other posts, but i have been playing for about 8 mon. now and i love it. i think that i will play it into high school because the band director there said that in 2013 we will be taking a trip to europe with the band. pray that i won't get sick of the flute by that time. but i do have another concert tomorrow night at my school. any of my friends reading my blog, ur welcome 2 come!! its at 7. right now i am a strate A student at GMMS. i love my teachers and the staff there. right now we are being judged for the A+ award. i hope i get interviewed so then i can cut 3rd period! anyway, i really love that school, and im not just saying that so i wont get in trouble for saying i dont like the school. the teachers there are very helpful and kind. the campus is clean 95% of the time (not lying) and i am proud to be a student there.
well dina's birthday was this week. i got her a colored pearl necklace from Aloft and she loved it. for her birthday all we pretty much did was eat cake and watch tv but i got to play with my fave cousin (only cousin) NIKO!!!! he's very good and he alwayss knows how to have a lot of fun. anyway, its almost mmy bed time so i have to wrap this up. i had a pretty sad weekend. NO friends at all :(:(:(. but oh well i am having 2 over 2morrow to ride the bus home w/ me 4 the band concert. ok i better go because i mite still have hw this late! OH NO!!!!!!!!!!! luv>>>>>>>>kiana

big trip

yesterday we went to a place called out of africa. it's really fun. it was my little sisters birthday on friday so we decided to go there for her birthday. she had a great time, as did we and her little friend and our cousin niko. when we first got there, we went to get our tickets and then we went to see the bird exhibit. while we were waiting for the serengeti bus to take us on the serengeti safari, we were mocking the parrots, (as they were us). it was really funny. koryne was whistling at the parrots and then it did the same exact whistle back. so finally the bus got there and we entered the gates at the serengeti. firt we looked at the white tailed deer, and then the camel. before we had gotten on the bus they gave us some carrots to feed the giraffe. i actually kissed it! it was pretty funny and i got it all on tape. after the giraffe we saw these antelope things and we didn't dare pet them because they had horns that were almost 3 feet long. it was crazy! we also got to see zebras. even though they are from the horse family, we didn't dare touch them because the tour guide said that they could bite straight through your arm, if you scared or startled them. so that was the end of the serengeti safari. after that we looked at the birds again, then took a tram to the top of the hill. on the way up there, we saw boomboom a rhino, and all of the animals in between like the white tigers and bengal tigers, lions and lionesses, and the white wolves. we also black bears and cougars. when the tram stopped we saw a giant snake and we got to pet it. it was a species of a kind of python it was really awesome. then after that we decided to go to lunch,because we were getting hungry. my throat was starting to hurt so i only ate soft things. when we went back we were just in time for the tiger splash show. so we decided to go to that. when we got there. these trainers came out with these giant cat toys for the bengals and started waving it very quickly in front of there faces. they got them into the water by jumping very highly into a 4 and a half foot deep pool. it was really cool. i got a video of that too. after a while we decided to make our seperate ways and leave. we left with nana and went to page to spend for awhile. when we got home we had dinner at the chinese place and then we went home and went to bed. it was a really great day. i have to go soon because we are going to church and i have to get ready so.... ill write later, and post some pics of this awesome trip.!!!!!!!!>>>>>>>>Luv K

My real new hairstyle!

well, this is my real new hairstyle. i actually have it on, lol. why haven't any of you been visiting me?
anyways, i've been really busy with school and everything. so ppl it's nearly christmas! Merry christmas all! i have made alot of new friends, and lost some. don't ask. i went to my school dance about 2 days ago. actually there have been like 4 since i have last written. anyway, i'm waiting for my grandma to come home so that we can watch tv like we usually do. mostly everyone liked my new harecut, except for emily. idk, maybe she just wasn't used to it on me yet. everyone has gotten strred up in the holiday rush, and everyon'es crannky and idk its just so much pressure! my mom lost her purse, so she's in alot of trouble righte before the holidays. it had all of her money and everything! so hey if you gotts my moms purse, u bettr give it back rite now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha, lol. well my gramma just got back, but im havin fun typin. ill tell u more that has happened im the past couple months. anyways, at the dance i was sitting down for a minute, and this guy asked me 2 dance. i didn't want to discorage him, so i said yes. so we actually danced 2gether 4 four diffrent songs. the first 3 were like rock n roll songs, then the last one was a slow dance. it was actually really nice. now i have a crush, on that guy. he has a gf tho. idk if he'll still be with her after some1 tells her about me and him. also, they were doing pics for only 3 dollas. so i got alot of my friends and we all got a picture together. and by the way, this is the winter formal dance, and we were all really dressed up. anyway, i had a great time. ok, past dances? the past dances were just regualr. most of them. the dance before the winter formal was the halloween costume dance. i was a goth. i danced with my friends, and we all had a great time. at the winter formal was the first time a boy had asked me to dance. im getting back into the babysitting business. dina has asked me to babysit niko a couple times, since i have past wrote. niko is really good for me! well, we only watched tv, and he stayed up till seven thrirty. he went to sleep very easily. babysitting is actually alot easier than i thought. maybe it depends on the child, you're watching, or what they're mood is that day. im gonna babysit other kids a few more times, and for all you other teens, i have a tip book, that i will be creating on how 2's and what 2 do if this and this happens and do's and dont's. idk, i might/might not. it would be pretty cool if i did tho. OH YEA! my birthday was really awsem. we rented a hotel room, and we all stayed up until 4 in the morning. when everyone first got there, we went swimming. we played marco polo and other water fun games. then we all went back to the room and opened presents. i got some pretty awseme stuff. my aunt dina got me a really cool pair of jammas from victoria's secret and some lip gloss from there. emily got me a ice cream pop doll. taylor got me a really cool hat and matching purse, nicki got me a hawk nelson cd, and ash got me a ds game. after that, taylor got tired, so she tried to go to sleep, but we kinda kept her awake a little while. not on purpose tho. the next morning we went swimming again. it was pretty much just a pattern, but everyone had a great time. now ash's birthday is a different story, hers was way better than mine, even tho she held it at her house. she had like 6 girls stay the night. it snowed on us, but we jumped on the tramp and got all wet in the white wonderland. we made things malled snowcups, we took plastic cups and packed it tite with snow, and it stayed in perfect shape! We threw those at each other, but it didn't hurt, the snow wasn't hard enough. lol, we didn't try to hurt each other! well i gotta go cuz its a schooll nite and its my bed time.

New Glasses.. New me!!!

well in the past week i had an eye test and i've gotten to wear a little makeup as much as i want. also on wednesday i get my new glasses. then at the end of the month i get my first pairs of contacts! i just can't wait. i should be gettin them at the end of the month. anyway on tuesday the whole school is going to a play! we had to pay 2 dollars each but i think that i will be worth it. when i get my contacts i don't have to worry about my glasses anymore stress free!! right now i am waiting 4 the premiere of a new hannah montana episode. anyway, i had a test in math the other day. i felt pretty good because i knew most of all of the problems. when we have tests we don't have homework and we get m&m's. it's really awesome. today i have been cleaning pretty much. i still have half of my room to clean. it wasn't very clean from the start but it's not very dirty now. im just glad to be having a neater room again. well, im getting pretty good grades. there's only one class that im getting a b in. everything else i have a's. well i better go, it's getting late and my favorite tv show is on right now and i don't want to miss anymore of it.

This is gonna be my new hairstyle!!!

I'm deciding to go emo. I'm getting a new hairstyle and I searched the internet and found exactly what I wanted. Here it is:
I think that it's really awesome. Anyway, school has been going pretty good. We had a lockdown drill today. Everyone was pretty scared, I wasn't really. People came banging on the doors, it wasn't real. As soon as it was over, we just went straight back to our class. It was kind of scary for some poeple. some kids texted their parents in class, and they said it was real. They didn't say if it was real or not but they didn't know yet. They maid us think it was real though. My teacher knew, and she only told a few of us. We were so scared that we actually stayed dead quiet. Anyway, I gotsa go.!!! Lots of homework to do. almost 9pm.

rainbow day!!

today was the rainbow girls initiation. im not allowed to tell you about it because it was very secretive. but now i am a rainbow girl and officially part of the group. i can't wait to get further into it. anyway, enough about that. last night i babysat my cousin niko for about 2 hours. he was really good for me. now my aunt is telling about me to her friends so i might get more business. it's actually really fun. that was my first real babysitting job. my next job for dina is on the 27th. this time it will be for about 5 hours. i hope you can stay as good for me as you were last time, niko, lol!! anyway, it took a long time to get ready for the initiation today. also, i got to play at ash's afterward. i had to go over to dina's house though, because she wanted to see me in my dress. i got a really beautiful dress that was a halter top, and it was a kind of a deep turquoise blue. it had glitter on it so it was really hard for the hemmer to get it done. anyway, thanks leota!! i'll try to send you a pic. i gave my mom a poem that i wrote for her, for her birthday in a frame and she cried when i gave it to her. i hope that you had a great birthday mom!! <.moon.> sorry that was just an emiticon i wanted to try to get to work. i don't know if it will because it probably only works on the website that i got it from. anyway, i'd best be going because i need to go eat my dinner and go to sleep soon. it's another school night (ugh). anyway, bye!

OktoberFest

Today, we're going to Octoberfest. I haven't been writing in awhile because I've been superbusy. Anyway, today is my mom's birthday! My mom is going to hang out with my aunt, uncle, and a few of her other friends. Anyway, my rainbow initiation is tomorrow and I'm so excited but worried at the same time. The lady that was hemming my formal totally forgot and had to work superfast today. I just hope that she can get it done by tomorrow. Anyway, I've spent most of the day at my aunt's house but we had a great time. My Birthday was on the 5th. I got a hotel room for the night, and we got to use the pool, it was really fun. My little sister had to come though. My sister's birthday is coming up too, but hers is on December 20th so she gets like nonstop presents for a week. Anyway, my best friend Ash and I might have a sleepover tonight. She's in rainbow too and she'll be there in a formal too. I'm just so excited about everything. I got a letter the other day from them saying that aunts can't come and people that aren't your really close family. So that kinda stunk. Anyway, I'm on a short period of time right now. My mom should be here any minute to come and get me for Octoberfest. Octoberfest is just kind of like a carnival except there's no rides. They sell food, pranks, and alot of that kind of stuff, but I only remember Octoberfest in Page. I don't remember ever coming to one in Prescott. Anyway, the other day, my math teacher got back from her 3 week trip to China. she brought everyone back fans for the girls, and kites for the boys, but I set mine down by the computer and when I came back to get it, of course it was gone. And of course that teacher wouldn't help me look for it or give me another one, but anyway she had plenty. I just really wish that I could have kept mine. Anyway, if ou know my mom, wish her a happy birthday!

Ugh..

Oh today was horrible. I felt really sick and tired after I got home from school. I don't know what it was that was bugging me so much. Anyway, that day was normal. 1st period: band, 2nd period: math, 3rd period, science, lunch, 4th period, language arts, 5th period p. e., 6th period: social studies, exploratory: h.a., homebase. Just a normal day except after school I felt horrible and I wasn't able to see very well out of my right eye. Anyway instead of riding the bus with all of the screaming kids. Grandpa picked me up that day. Anyway, wish me luck on my band test on thursday. its kind of hard to do the song that we have to play. there's alot of notes that we have to skip so that confuses me alot. i don't know about any of the other kids in band. anyway, the other night my mom and i stayed up until 12:30 at night at her office for her to work on her paper. i finished my homework right away so i was just playing around on the computer when i decided to make a website or blog or something. so that was the beginning of DOODLE. just a funny little blog about me and my life, a place that you can ask me questions or just leave a comment or say hi. just something. anyway i have to go right now because it's getting late and now i have more homework to do because i didn't finish very much at school.

New Blog... New Day...

Today is my first day on my new blog, it's really fun so far. I still need to upload a picture to my profile though. I hadn't caught up in my new blog for a long time, so i just decided to start a new one. If you want to read about my past few months on my old blog, go to: http://www.littlemisspinktinksblog.blogspot.com/. Anyway, middle school is pretty cool so far. LOL, right now it's 11:30 at night and I'm writing in a blog. My mom is working on a school paper and I'm getting to play on another computer. Anyway, I got to go to an Evanescence concert on one of the mondays of school. At the concert my mom and I went to see Evanescence and we got to get me a T-shirt to remember the occasion. Anyway, I'm thinking about joining rainbow girls. It's a religious organization, for girls 11 - 20 yrs. old. I got an absolutely beautfiul formal dress for my initiation. My inititiation is coming soon, and I can't wait. But first i have to go to an info talk to see what it's all about. Even though i already know what it's all about. it seems like a really fun group, and my best friend, ash is in it too. i went to a r. g. meeting today and it look like alot of fun. i can't wait to join. also, i had my volleyball awards today. and i got the award for most improved on the a team. i also got a trophy for participation. my coach got us goody bags and it was filled with things from the dollar store like lip gloss, little notebooks with pens, and that kind of junk. it was really nice of her though. one of the girls on the team got her some baby clothes for her baby that should be born in about another 5 months. we also got her a frame with all of us in it, but i was gone that day so i wasn't in the picture, even though i got to sign the frame. well i'd best be going. i think i should be leaving soon to go to bed. - pinkerdoodle