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ok so i haven't been talking 4 a while? so... anyway actually there's been a lot that's happened in the past 3 months... new years, christmas, birthdays, fights. yeah ive pretty much seen it all. anyway, my birthday is 209 days away from today. big woop huh? new years was fun. we spent it at dina's house. ya, she got a new house. im not emo anymore. but little things like that don't seem very important anymore. i know they're REALLY important but these days ive just seemed to be hopeful...

one day my mom was talking to my dad on the phone... my mom was balling her eyes out for some reason. i kind of overheard wat she was saying... she said almost exactly that she misses him and wants to get back together. yeah, i doubt that will ever happen. but for some reason i just felt hopeful. ever since then ive been praying almost every night that some miracle will happen that when my dad comes back that he will be back with mom in no time. fat chance. but still hopeful i guess. ive felt a certain peace since that day. for what reason, you ask? i don't know why. just keep hope with me that they will one day get back together.

in other days, my mom has found a new bf. told you it was a fat chance...:( but anyway, ever since ive talked to my dad about everything he said, he was going to be a better papa (the name i call him instead of dad). i believed him because he doesn't lie about those kind of things. yea like one day i was going to get a brand new quad. oh well, but i felt a lot better when i talked to him that day. i love all of my family and i hope the best for them as well as myself. not as much myself tho. ive had a band concert too. i play the flute as i may not have mentioned in any other posts, but i have been playing for about 8 mon. now and i love it. i think that i will play it into high school because the band director there said that in 2013 we will be taking a trip to europe with the band. pray that i won't get sick of the flute by that time. but i do have another concert tomorrow night at my school. any of my friends reading my blog, ur welcome 2 come!! its at 7. right now i am a strate A student at GMMS. i love my teachers and the staff there. right now we are being judged for the A+ award. i hope i get interviewed so then i can cut 3rd period! anyway, i really love that school, and im not just saying that so i wont get in trouble for saying i dont like the school. the teachers there are very helpful and kind. the campus is clean 95% of the time (not lying) and i am proud to be a student there.
well dina's birthday was this week. i got her a colored pearl necklace from Aloft and she loved it. for her birthday all we pretty much did was eat cake and watch tv but i got to play with my fave cousin (only cousin) NIKO!!!! he's very good and he alwayss knows how to have a lot of fun. anyway, its almost mmy bed time so i have to wrap this up. i had a pretty sad weekend. NO friends at all :(:(:(. but oh well i am having 2 over 2morrow to ride the bus home w/ me 4 the band concert. ok i better go because i mite still have hw this late! OH NO!!!!!!!!!!! luv>>>>>>>>kiana